PandaMajesty

Is what I want to say, but really? Truthfully I've only progressed the minuscule amount of a snail's passage within a minute's time. I have ideas. I have the urge. Yet insecurities and perfectionism drag me back down into the pit of laziness and procrastination. This cycle needs to end or else I won't be able to get anything done in my lifetime. When will it? With each pull forward of my snail body. If I evolve into a faster animal, I'll let you know. In the meantime, I have some studying and sleeping to do.

^I didn't know what to call it and I was drinking a Mountain Dew when I opened the page so there we go. Update on my love life: Nonexistant. While out in the world I think my ex (who I haven't talked to since the separation- mostly out of shyness, curse it all- and I still consider a friend) is now dating my friend (who was a mutual friend of ours) and all happiness to them! But (isn't there always a but) it was a little strange at first. Though I was cool with it, to the surprise to everyone who gossiped to me about their suspicions (and soon confirmations) of the two dating. My sister was the only one who wasn't surprised. She knows me so